Endeya Miracle Hogue


Endeya HogueWritten by Melissa Hogue

Endeya, you were taken away from me before I could even bring you home to meet your big brother RJ and your big sister Sommer.

Your dad and your grandmother had purchased you a car seat for the first ride home.  I never could have imagined all of that would not take place due to the fact that God had other plans for us all.

I cannot explain the pain in my heart.  All I know is that I miss you so very much and I would have done anything, and I mean anything, if God had given you another chance at the life you were supposed to live.

I made a Christmas ornament for you and I will let your brother and sister put it on the tree.  As I sit and cry I am still so full of anger and I also have so many unanswered questions.

Your Godmother Ella, better known as Te Te, helps me deal with the hard days where I just feel like I cannot go on.  She sits and listens to me cry and she sits and listens when I talk.  Just know my dear angel I will never forget you and I will never stop loving.

Love,
Your Mommy Always and Forever.

 

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